I got to make this one short, thank god right? and guess what? I talked him out of it :D I feel so much better now. It was just way to soon for me, to soon for anyone really. Instead were going to go to boston for a few days just to talk and figure out where were heading.

Anyways, last night I went to a party with sally, to try and clear my head. I find absolute peace in chaos(If you have to ask you'll never know). The night deffinatly started off with a bang, the two kids who came and picked us up were completly drunk and there was a heavy fog that night, I wasn't to worried but sally was another story. She had a bad accedent a few years ago and she's still getting over it. The two kids started yelling about something, Im not sure what about but it got worse and worse the farther we got. FInally boy #2 started screaming in boy #1's face. the result? #2 punching the dashboard and trying to get out of the moving car. when we got there, a brawl struck loose. with beligerant drunks fling over coffe tables beer bottles everywhere. boy # 2 was the worst. he was up in room destroying it, I remeber seeing a piece of drywall fall down the stairs. finally the cops came and me and sally ran Into the darkness of the woods. in the fog and cold. we held hands and ran, as far as we could. neither of us can really risk the cops.